Homesickness

This morning on my drive into work I was listening to the podcast JQNA. It’s hosted by my favorite YouTuber- Kat from Kitty Does Japan. The episode was about homesickness. I couldn’t help but relate to her feelings about Japan.

Some beach on the Eastern coast of Okinawa, around Kin.
Some beach on the Eastern coast of Okinawa, around Kin.

I only lived there for a little more than two and a half years, but I felt more at home there than I have in anyplace we have been since. I frequently mention Japan, in my blog and in real life. It is a place that is very dear to my heart. Daily I find myself longing to return.
I think it’s safe to say I am homesick for Japan, specifically Okinawa. I think there are a lot of factors in this. First I feel like our time was cut short, we were about to ask to stay longer than the 3 years we were supposed to be there, and we suddenly found out we had to move, earlier than we thought. Also between Paul’s deployment and workups for his deployment, he was off the island for about a year, so I was there without him.

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Our last night out with friends, we left a couple days later.

It’s hard to narrow down the way I miss Okinawa. I miss the food, the beach, riding my bike all over, our friends. But I just miss being there, I miss the way of life, I miss the convenience. I can’t really explain it, except by labeling it homesickness.
While I was there, there were things I missed about the states, certain food places, shopping in department stores (and finding clothes that were my size). I missed my parents, and my family. But I didn’t miss those things in a “I’m longing to return to them” way, it was more like “I wish I could get those things here, but I can’t and that’s okay”.
I don’t know if the military will ever bring us back to Japan. I hope so because that would be easier than trying to get there on our own, especially since we have a family now. But I feel like we will return someday.

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Days after Paul returned from his deployment.

If you are interested in learning more about Japan, Check out Kitty does Japan on Youtube, Kitty Does Japan Blog, and JQNA, all are great sources of info for people looking for info, or those who just want to live vicariously though an expat with awesome adventures

*This is not an advertisement, it is just a post that was inspired by my morning podcast listening. Also it’s a great way for me to further procrastinate the massive amount of school work I need to do today.

 

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